Since he's been gone..

I lie awake thinking of what would be
If he was at home with me,and our little family
All I can do right now is pray
That God blesses us with a miracle and very soon
Phil will be home to stay.
I wish with all my heart and all my soul
That I could rewind time and have him home
But that just isn't meant to be
Lord,Please send my baby home to me.
I miss his touch,his smile,him lying on my lap
I miss when he comes in from work,and little Jay greets him with a clap
I miss him holding me when I am drifting off to slumber
And Since he's been gone..all I can do is wonder.
God,Prayer and hope are all my babies and I cling to
As he sits behind cold steel and concrete walls awaiting news
I try my hardest,day after day
To pray for ways
For these lawyer fees to be paid
For us to make it,day by day
For God to give me the strength to go on
As I look at our picture on the wall
I am praising God in advance for a miracle to come today
That someone's kind heart would help us in some way
I thank God ahead of time for the money that's to come
For me to go pay this attorney for Phil to get him home
My God is a good God,with Him,Justice always prevails
Especially in times like these with people and their lies and their tales
I will never understand why greed took over those people's hearts and minds
But for them I will continue to pray even though my husband,my soulmate
is stuck in the middle of their bind
I do not hate them,for they,like me have a soul that needs to go to heaven someday
And it will be with God..not here,that they will have to pay.
-A Praying Wifey
6/15/09
2:45am